You are not lesser for needing more support. Your chronic illness does not make you less valuable or lovable as a person. It’s okay if you can’t do what they can.
Just because that online test said that your best chance at being happy is a situation where everyone already likes you, but they mostly leave you alone except when they’re delivering food to you… that doesn’t mean you can hide in your room and wait for that to happen. That’s how hermits are made, Mae. And they die alone in the middle of winter. Waiting for pizza from friends they don’t want to see.